Showing posts with label inspirational. Show all posts
Showing posts with label inspirational. Show all posts

Thursday, January 2, 2014

My Crazy Writing Life - Day 2: My Current Predicament

Traffic was nonexistent this morning due to the good fortune of having New Year’s Day occur in the middle of the week. When I'm not writing, I work a full time job at a nonprofit organization near Washington, D.C.

For those who know me, I'm sure you're wondering, "Wait a minute. I thought you quit your job to become a full time author. What's going on here?"

Back in April of 2012 I did just that, but due to changes in Amazon's algorithms (which kicked in about two months later) and the marginalization of KDP Select, I saw my sales drop by 75% from June to December. Meanwhile, I doubled my catalog of products, was more active than ever in my promotional efforts, and started several new series, but it did little to stop the bleeding. My sales crashed no matter what I did.

The first thing I realized is that I had built my empire wrong. Since everything was enrolled in Amazon's KDP Select program, I was completely at their mercy. If they wanted to hide me from their customers they could do so, and there was little that I could do about it. Ultimately, when the free giveaways failed to spark anything close to the sales that I had seen just a few months before, I knew I was in big trouble and started looking for a job.

Of course, it wasn't easy finding a job this time around, even though I lived in a decent job market. The economy sucked, and although I got close on a number of occasions, I always fell short. It also didn't help that I now had a large hole in my work history and had just turned 40. Eventually I landed a job, at first for part time work and largely devoid of benefits.

There have also been some lifestyle changes as well. First, I moved out of my expensive apartment (to which I am grateful), and cut my spending significantly. I also had to get rid of a few things that I owned (again, probably a good thing), and cut down on going to many of the places that I frequented.

Still, I am grateful.

Although I feel shafted by Amazon, it's nice to get my rights back, and I've promptly put my titles in as many venues as possible. Currently I have most of my titles in Kobo and about half in most other venues. Distributing my catalog of 117 products takes time, but slowly I’m getting there.

Of all of the vendors that I'm now using, Kobo is where I've experienced the most growth. In December 2012, I went from selling 5-10 books per month to over 100, and that was without most of my most popular titles. This past Christmas was a notable improvement over the previous, but I’m still not where I want to be. Even though it takes awhile, I’ll continue publishing on as many platforms as possible until I get this thing turned around.

As I've learned the hard way, having multiple sources of income can insulate and/or curb the impact of changes that the vendors make to their websites. Having a wide range of distribution channels can also open up new possibilities and help you break out when other stores are languishing.

Take my cute little children's book Aveline, for instance. Despite being in KDP Select (a program where you pledge exclusivity for ninety days in exchange for promotional tools and the ability to earn money if your book is “borrowed”), and having the exposure of Amazon, Aveline failed miserably. During its free run, I gave away a mere 300 copies, and subsequent sales were abysmal. In my best month on Amazon, I sold a total of three copies. Although I did go back and extend the book slightly (from 3,000 to 3,500 words), the changes didn't result in a drastically different book that would have ignited sales.

But a funny thing happened when I finally put it up on Kobo. Suddenly it started selling; not much at first, but right in line with whatever Amazon was doing and perhaps a little more. Once Christmas arrived, sales exploded, outselling Amazon 35-to-1 (granted I only had thirty-five sales in Kobo that month). Although I sold in small quantities, the title benefited from a wider release, and wouldn’t have done anything if it had stayed in Amazon's dreaded KDP Select program, which now provides a fraction of the promotion that it once did.

To me this is ridiculous. Amazon had a good product on its hands, and then they abruptly killed it, most likely due to pressure from the traditional publishing industry. But it’s their product. Let them create their own competition if they like.

Starting in December 2012, Amazon added a "bonus" to the KDP Select Fund (a pot of money which is divided by the total number of borrows for the month) due to its international expansion, but it really feels like a slap in the face. Keep the money and give me back the promotion that I once had—thus the 75% of my sales—and I'd be happy to make every word I write Amazon-exclusive!

Obviously that's not going to happen, and I've been deeply affected as a result. Ultimately, my current predicament is no one else’s fault but my own. I was foolish enough to trust Amazon and put all my eggs in one basket, and did not have a well-thought-out backup plan beyond “go back to work.” I will not let this happen again, and can now see the flaws in my plan with excruciating detail.

At the end of the day, Amazon is just another vendor, just like Kobo and Barnes & Noble. Ultimately, the goal is to sell directly to the customer where I can retain 100% of the profits. (I have made inroads at this, but am still working out the kinks). That does not mean that I won't put my works on Amazon, which still accounts for a significant chunk of my sales; it just means that I won't be foolish enough to give them leverage over the other competitors. If I want to publish something exclusive, it will be on my site.

And that’s the way it should be.

Day 1: 1,035 words
Day 2: 1,045 words
Total: 2,080 words

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Dua Cerita Penuh Inpirasi: Pigtastic dan Cara Si Pinguin (Bilingual English & Indonesian Edition) is Now Available!

Now Available on Amazon, Barnes & Noble, Kobo and Smashwords!
This value-priced children's book collection contains the following two inspirational books in both English and Indonesian:

PIGTASTIC! (Bilingual Edition)

Introduce your child to a great message about accepting people for who they are. Great for bedtime!

CARA SI PINGUIN (Bilingual Edition)

Look deep inside. You have what it takes. It's within you, as long as you believe in yourself and don't give up.

That is the penguin way. Leave your doubts at the door. You shall succeed!

For children and adults alike. All ages.

MORE ABOUT THESE BOOKS

These books feature vibrant computer-generated artwork and outstanding messages. Both English and Indonesian translations side-by-side. A great way to expose your child to a second language!

Approximately 30 pages in length, and best viewed in color. Descriptions of my other popular children's books are included after the main features (an additional 6-7 pages).

Saturday, September 15, 2012

Four Fantastic Bedtime Stories for Children 3-6, Volume 3 is Now Available!

Buy It Now for Your Amazon Kindle!
Four fantastic children's books, all rolled into one. Perfect for bedtime! Approximately 150 pages. A $9.22 value!

WHAT'S INCLUDED:

My Daddy's Cool Car Collection

Featuring an assortment of colorful cars, My Daddy's Cool Car Collection is a fantastic story to read your son before tucking him into bed. Includes over 30 pages of dazzling cars and trucks that's tied together with a heartwarming message.

The Penguin Way

Look deep inside. You have what it takes. It's within you, as long as you believe in yourself and don't give up. That is the penguin way. Leave your doubts at the door. You shall succeed!

If I Were A Robot

Have you ever dreamed of being a robot? What would you do? How would you do it? And most importantly, what would you create with your newfound powers? Find out what a young boy discovers when he visits the land of dreams, and builds his own vision of the future.

Taming Your Pet Monster: An Operational Guide

The craziest user guide you'll ever read! Written for mommies and daddies just as much as their children, Taming Your Pet Monster is filled with laugh-out-loud humor and bizarre situations. Witty, colorful and unique, this is one wacky ride you'll never forget!

Descriptions of my other popular children's books are included after the main features (an additional 8 pages).

Available exclusively on the Amazon Kindle!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Incredible FREE Children's Book Giveaway #8: September 12th - 16th, 2012!

Are you ready for another incredible giveaway? From 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012, I'm giving away 11 children's books (2 collections and 5 e-books), and only on Amazon. Many of these titles are coming out of the KDP Select program, so this may be the last time you see them on free promotion!

The free titles are:
The Sweetest Stalk is available for FREE at the following locations:
Download them all before they return to full price!

Also check out my other published works and upcoming titles!

FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012
FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012
FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012
FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012
FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/16/2012
FREE 9/12/2012 - 9/14/2012
FREE!

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

Incredible FREE Children's Book Giveaway #7: August 29th - September 2nd!

Announcing another fantastic giveaway! From August 29th - September 2nd, I'm giving away 6 children's books, and only on Amazon. All of these titles are coming out of the KDP Select program, so this may be the last time that you see them on free promotion!

The free titles are:
  1. The Penguin Way
  2. Bubblegum Princess
  3. Adorable Dogs Collection: Volume 1
  4. Un Pequeño Libro Sobre Ti (through August 31st only)
  5. Duas Histórias para Crianças
  6. Um Livrinho Sobre Você (through August 31st only)
In addition, you can get my fantasy short story The Sweetest Stalk for FREE at the Apple iBookstore, Kobo and Lulu! Here are the links:
Download them all before they return to full price!

Also check out my other published works and upcoming titles!

Download for FREE August 29th - September 2nd!
Download for FREE August 29th - September 2nd!
Download for FREE August 29th - September 2nd!
Download for FREE August 29th - August 31st!
Download for FREE August 29th - September 2nd!
Download for FREE August 29th - August 31st!
FREE at the Apple iBookStore, Kobo and Lulu!

Saturday, August 25, 2012

Inspirational 2-Pack is Now Available!

Buy It Now on Amazon!
This value-priced children's book collection contains the following inspirational books:

PIGTASTIC!

Introduce your child to a great message about accepting people for who they are. Great for bedtime!

THE PENGUIN WAY

Look deep inside. You have what it takes. It's within you, as long as you believe in yourself and don't give up.

That is the penguin way. Leave your doubts at the door. You shall succeed!

For children and adults alike. All ages.

MORE ABOUT THESE BOOKS

Both books feature vibrant computer-generated artwork and outstanding messages. Each is approximately 30 pages in length, and best viewed in color.

Descriptions of my other popular children's books are included after the main features (an additional 6 pages).

Thursday, August 23, 2012

The Penguin Way is Now Available!

Buy It Now Available for Your Amazon Kindle!
Look deep inside. You have what it takes. It's within you, as long as you believe in yourself and don't give up.

That is the penguin way. Leave your doubts at the door. You shall succeed!

For children and adults alike. All ages. Available exclusively for the Amazon Kindle.

Friday, September 30, 2011

Sweet Sacrifice: Touched


I met a young man today, far worse off than I. A tall, dark-skinned chap who reluctantly disclosed that he was homeless. When I greeted him back he was overjoyed that someone would take the time to hear his spiel. I wasn’t one of the vagrants hustling the streets like him, but a workingman—one of those busybodies filing to and from work that usually don’t give him the time of day.

Often I have been that person: hurried and miffed that someone would try to wring another dollar from me. I have my own financial problems to deal with; you don’t see me skulking the streets and asking for a handout. And when one does fork over a buck or two, where does the money go? Booze? Drugs? Hopefully hunger gets the better of them first.

While I’d hate to think that I’m funding their addictions, I cannot entirely blame them for wanting to escape their plight. Besides, where did they come from? How did they become homeless? If I endured the same misfortune, would I also be tempted to drink my problems away? Most of us would never believe that we could become the person standing across from us, but didn’t we say the same thing about our parents when we were younger?

Though I typically resent the position that they put me in, today I felt different. I could see a bit of myself in the young man, even though he towered over me and wore the stench of the alley.

At first he had difficulty making eye contact, and when he did, I realized there was something else at play. I could sense his vision was poor; perhaps he was partially blind. I also noted some mental impairment while our conversation unfolded, further explaining why he seemed a bit distant.

He smiled briefly, showing me his vacant gums. Most likely his teeth had been knocked out, but it was hard to imagine that he wouldn’t yank them out himself if he needed a root canal.

“I was an athlete at AU,” he told me. Not one of the stars that made it to the Olympics or professional leagues, but one of the hopefuls who was good but not great, and now warming our streets.

From his physique, I could tell that he had been a track star, and perhaps even a basketball player. And the letters he blurted out meant something to me, not because I had gone to American University, but because it was the metro stop that I commuted to every morning. I had gotten an education and was now working near AU, while he had gotten an education at AU and had no hope of working, here or otherwise. With both of us staring down different ends of the same spectrum, I found the connection odd, especially since I had done track and field in high school, and could appreciate the steep level of competition at the collegiate level. For some reason I was supposed to talk to this gaunt, impoverished man, and the more I recognized his ailments, the more my heart warmed to him.

But let me clear about one thing: this isn’t a critique of American University or any other school featuring college athletes. As previously stated, I’ve never enrolled there, and believe that everyone must take responsibility for his or her own actions, especially in regard to education. Certainly he had a hand in his own demise; we all do. It’s not always clear how deeply we’re affected when we falter, and it’s important that we don’t use it as an excuse to give up.

For the first time in a long while I decided not to shy away from the problem, and took a good look at the burden he shouldered. At very least he was homeless, jobless, penniless and in need of a bath. In addition, he appeared to be in poor mental and physical health, had limited skills, and most importantly, did not have a family to turn to. Any of these problems can make life unbearable, but what if they hit you all at once? I don’t think I’d last long, either.

“Oh, I’m sorry.” He backed away as a bus pulled up.

“It’s ok,” I assured him. “That’s not my bus. It’ll be another 10 minutes before it comes around.”

“Bless you, sir.” He showed off what few teeth he had. I thought he was going to cry right then, but he held himself together well. “You’re going to have to give me a hug when I get done with you.”

“All right.” I was wary of the thought, but cracked a smile nonetheless. “So what did you want to talk to me about?”

“This is for you.” He handed me a narrow strip of paper with the words ‘D.C. Lotto’ printed on it. Even though I don’t play the Powerball, I thanked him and took it anyways.

“And because you took the time to speak with me, I’m going to give you this as well.” He handed me a set of 10 pens.

Ironically he had no way of knowing that I’m a writer, or that I frequently run out of pens. “Thanks, I can use these. I’m a writer, at least that’s what I aspire to be.”

“Well how about that?” he grinned. “All I ask is that you make a donation. A few dollars…anything will do.”

It was hardly a surprise. I knew where this was leading all along, and appreciated that he was trying to be useful, and more importantly, feel useful. Without hesitation, I reached into my wallet. Typically I do not carry cash on me, not even a dime. “All I have is a twenty. Can you break a twenty?”

His eyes lit up, and I knew right then that I wouldn’t be seeing much back of it. “Sure, sure. I got fourteen right here. Is it ok if I give you back fourteen?”

“That’s fine.” I nodded.

“Oh, thanks man. And don’t think that I forgot about that hug.” He dug through his pockets, and handed over three crumpled bills and a pocketful of change, well short of $14. Again it was to be expected, and I could sense that he was having trouble counting. “My bad. I’m afraid it’s going to be a little less.”

“It’s ok, my friend. Put it to good use.” I straightened out the dollar bills, and put them in my wallet.

“You really touched me. No so much with the money, but with your words.” He finally scraped together enough courage to look me in the eyes. Before I could say anything, he embraced me, and then joined a female friend hidden among the scaffolding nearby.

Certainly my critics will admonish me for feeding the problem rather than addressing the underlying root causes; but if he weren’t genuinely in need, I wouldn’t have lent him an ear. In the end, the homeless man left me with more than I had begun with:

Words change people.

Your words.

As I peered down 14th street, waiting for the bus to arrive, the homeless man looped back around and handed me a second pack of pens. “Set the world on fire.” He patted me on the shoulder and walked away.

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Sweet Sacrifice - Writing: A Timeless Celebration


Do you know how it feels
When your spirit soars?
You do?
Good
Then you’ve probably written before

This isn’t some crackpot theory
Or unscrupulous form of chicanery
You can go anywhere
Do anything
Know what it’s like
To be alive
A vibrant dreamscape awaits
This private universe inside

Come
Join me now
Let yourself go
You are always welcome
Always cherished
And your words mean something here

Why would you
Even for a second
Think of going away
Leaving the fruits of your labor
To die on the vine
This kingdom
Built of dreams
Unlike any other
Abandoned      
Falling back into the void
From whence it came

Do not cower from destiny
There are no mistakes here
Evolve
As other creatures have
In this vivid, wondrous land

If you’re worried
About being yourself
Swallow your fear
For you are your words
And your words are you
Together
Inseparable
One

The world wants to know you
Not some rehashed tale
Or soulless tripe
Churned out
By the ivory towers
And paper mills
Of the northeast

Your readers love you
Because you are you
Unique
Real
Someone they can relate to
You are their hope
For better things to come
Validation
That the human soul exists

Let your voice
Desires
Dreams
Be heard

This is your world
Share it with others
In turn
They will gladly share theirs
Go forth
But be quick about it
Come back soon
So that we can hear about
All you’ve discovered
And revel
In this timeless celebration
Of the human spirit
Known as writing

Monday, September 26, 2011

Sweet Sacrifice: Choose To Win


Did you win today?
Did you conquer the day?

No?
Then ask yourself:

What are you doing?
Where has your time gone?
Do you have anything to show for it?

If it’s worth the fight
Do it right
Put your butt in the chair
Take a breath of fresh air
And write

Peck away at the keys
Tell us about the girl and the fire
And that faint summer breeze
For you are a writer
If you choose to be

Begin again
You know how
Choose to win
Right here and now

--S.E. Gordon

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I am a writer!

I am a writer; there’s little I can do about it. I've flipped the switch; cannot simply turn it off, cannot ignore what I’ve become. These words belong on the page. I must honor this, even if it means ripping me out of my comfort zone.

I am a writer, not just today. Every day is a new adventure. Every day seeks to be understood. I can only hold back so long before it gnaws at me. "What about this?" An idea races through my head. "Or this?” Ack! I need to let it out now, before these characters drive me nuts! Looks like I’m halfway there already.

I am a writer. Wrote 10,000 words in one day. Once. There have been 5,000 and 7,000 word days. But only once apiece. I know what I am capable of. So why do I falter? Why haven’t I gotten back to this?

I am a writer. I have a tendency to run myself into the ground. I start fast and crash quickly, and don’t stare at the page again for weeks. Where is my discipline? When am I going to finish these projects at hand?

I am a writer.

I need to make a change.

And I’m going to do it right now.

I will give you the time you deserve each and every day. Instead of rushing ahead, I will sit back and listen, enjoying everything I hear. I am only limited by how fast I can keep up with you, o feeblest of minds.

I will surround myself with others who will push me. Try not to be so critical about my own or other’s work. And I will finish what I start.

Why?

Because I am a writer. And writers finish.